还那么爱你

回到我们开始的地点，还记得那一次你说你会爱我到永远。到最后你也是放弃了。我所有的付出你都看不见。
Is it really time to say goodbye? Is it really time to let go? Is it really time to forget you? All these questions are on my mind every moment.
每一次看见你和别的女子在一起，你知不知道我的心有多痛吗？
I asked you whether you still have feelings for me or not? You said a bit....I had been thinking."A bit" can just fade away easily.In the past,our 3 years feelings also just fades away like that.Should i wait for you? I don't know.You had been waiting for me in the past 3 years.Maybe it's my turn now.
No matter who you like,I don't care.As long as you are happy,as long as it is not yee ling.
I think this is GOODBYE.Take care and all the best in the future is all i can said.

still hurt...

You asked me out for dinner on 26/1/08.I was very happy ^^.After the dinner,we stayed and chat for quite some time.I was very confused.You did say wana get back together but it depends on me.

On 27/01/08 i couldn't sleep.I kept thinking of what you said.In the end,i sms you whether you are sure that you wana patch up.But the answer you gave me was,"see you can thin anot..sorry".I did not get angry.I was quite sad to see that msg.

I remembered my dad told me once,"the guys that see you also would turn away from you!".I've told you this when we're still together and you said that you wouldn't do that.Now that i know,whatever my dad say is true.I was very hurt and kept thinking lotsa things.I cudn't sleep till it was 7 something in the morning.But still,i didn't sleep well.I woke up at 10.17am.

No matter how much I've changed,i still can't compared to all the girls who is around you.In the past,you had suffered a lot and I didn't want that to happen again.I've once told my friends and your mum that,"once he's awake,i'm satisfied! I also hoped that he'll stay happy".That is all I want.

I'm still strong enough to hang on.Even though i still miss you,i still love you,I think it is best that you decide it.No matter what your decision is,I won't mind.26/01/08....I think this was the last day we met.I wouldn't meet you anymore.I will stay here hoping that everything will go on smoothly for you.All the best!

A Dream

Everything will just be like a dream,the situations that we overcome together,the happiness we shared and the moments of arguements.It will be a beautiful dream.Now that i'm awake,those dreams will just be memories,and everything will be back to normal.You'll just be my respectful brother and i'll be your adorable sister.Thanks for everything.What had happen in the past,will be erased and remain as a wonderful dream.

~Rain or shine,life goes on~

-BuBbLe Q-

很开心。。。

今天真的很开心。看见你那么紧张我的样子，心真的很开心喔！这样已经够了。你知道吗？你紧张我的样子很好笑=) 但是谢谢你还那么紧张我。

对不起

对不起。我避开你是因为我很怕我控制不到。真的对不起！我们不能在这样下去了。你可以当我是朋友，但是我不能。所以我才这样做。我们不能在见面也不能在sms了。我对你还有感情。我只能这样解决。很想念你，很想见你。约你，你又不出。很想见你最后一面。但是，就算了把。希望你找到你的快乐。

很开心 ＝D

2008年1月5日，今天我很开心因为你说你要来找我。MARDIGRAS 和 RUUMS 是一个天一个地的地方。如果比现在和以前，你以前最多说，“小心点”。真的很开心，也有点感动。我很想见你，但是不想给你看见我那么丑样的样子。你可以不要对我那么好吗？可以不理我吗？可以不关心我吗？因为我会误会。很想和你说我还是那么爱你。我真的很辛苦。明明还爱你，但是不能说因为怕你会吓倒！我只能在你面前当你是我的好朋友。真的很痛苦。你开心就够了，我瘦几多苦也无所谓。

分手。。。

2007年08月01日，我还记得是你和我分手的日子。你真的很绝，一眼都不看我。你是真的对我没感情了吗？当我知道你真的不爱我了，心真的很痛。我还记得当我说我要放弃了，你就哭着对我说，“我们那么辛苦才能在一起，为什么你要放弃？！”你还记得你说的话吗？你说的每一句话我都记得，都放在心里。虽然我们不能在一起，我已经很满足了因为我曾经拥有过。

还放不下你

你知到吗？我用了半年来忘记你，但是我还做不到。这半年，我真的很辛苦，很想念你。当你为了她而和我分手，你知到我心有多痛吗？做什么都不专心。真的很想留你在身边。“人因不了解而在一起，因了解而分开”，这句话是真的吗？很后悔放你走。很想在和你说“我爱你”。我知到你的心已经不在我这里了。我会祝福你的。谢谢你给我那么美丽的回忆。