Thursday, March 13, 2008

confused emotions

It's been quite a while since i write this things...I couldn't explain how and what I'm feeling right now..Many things happened today and all my emotions had been mixed up...
I was thinking bout my bf that i'm having now...should I break up with him? Will I be happy after I do that?? Does he really love me?? Will he repeat the same thing again? All these worries me a lot..Especially having a third party..
I do feel wasted if we just break up like this...I've waited for 6months++ for him to come back to my side...but love isn't how much you sacrifice and gain how much back...
Is it I'm the 1 who's been thinking too much? Should I give both of us a chance?? I dun dare to go through the damn suffering feelings again...I know this is very unfair to him...But is the only way to protect myself..Time will prove whether we suit for each other...