Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Day 13

well...it's been so long i havent online due to my working time,my outings and oso the stupid house line got prob...today i saw steven...he look diff from last time...was very shocked to see him..ahhaha..hmmm...not only that...i saw anna oso and oso the EMC from selayang springs condo...
it's like so convenient to see them there...and gori saw mr wee,our OHR tutor...a lot ppl ler...this few days oso vv fan becuz of the moving stock...haihz...be back for more...will be uploading fotos to my fb now =) those at sky bar...hehe

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

working days - Day 5

today is just oni day 5...i'm vv vv tired...haihz...today "THE STAR" and "CHINA PRESS" came and interviewed me for the products we are selling...this time, I'M CAUGHT RED HANDED~!!! in china press will be havin my foto...
the most kik sei part is,i had been make up-ing for the past 4 days...and it was just today i did not make up...then they came..i did,but it was light,just put mascara,not even fake eye lash... hehe...hope it will look nice...pls...gonna buy both the paper tomolo and see what they wrote ^^ not only that ler,got customer praise my eyes..he said that they're beautiful...hahah...thanks for the wonderful compliments sir ^^
BUT,no matter how tired i am,i still prefer working to studying...some ppl claimed that is becuz i haven worked b4...now i'm telling them...NO,IT'S NOT~!!! i just love to work =) yea...mayb i'm a workaholic ^^ eheh...tired...gonna rest soon

Monday, September 21, 2009

exhausted

ish...i hate today...why??~!!! bcuz gori didnt came to work and today the stocks arrive~!!!!!! argh~!!!! i hate when the stocks arrive...no matter where i work,i just hate it...have to check it...then sign...then double check it...then count stocks...then have to display them...ish...all the stupid work..
really tiring today ler =( today china press took fotos at our booth...the phototgrapher asked me to take too...but i was too shy and was low profile...haha...just dun wana appear in newspaper =) sienz...leg wana break d...ish...
dunno why today my stomach so pain...wat happen?? is it becuz i late eat?? haihz...i oso no time to eat..morning straight go work...then wait till my break time,then oni eat...sumtimes i just get orange juice and drink then sleep in car...will be updating soon =)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

busy busy busy

pooh~!!!! my life is so busy right after the exam...well,the last exam was okok...i can do some of it =) then right after that i went home to get prepared to off to work...haihz...vv tired ler...stand all day...even worse than last time i worked at GUESS...
then at nite,i went to mid valley with ryan to watch movie...we watched final destination 3d...not vv nice...cuz it makes us feel a bit dizzy and the show was sienz...no point lidat...but a bit digusting...ewwww....reached home bout 2...then have to woke up early again for work...
my heels hurt me alot =( just now,joyce and ryan's bro came to buy mooncake from me ^^ hehe...happy to see them...they're going to malacca tomolo
was hoping that i could join them...but cant,work is more important...need money to pay phone bill...haihz...not only that...today i saw some beautiful watches at GUESS...diamonds around it...should i buy a leather strap 1 or a metal 1?? hard to decide...cuz they both look good on me...but i would love to have a watch from toywatch too...i have some fotos of this few days...will be uploading it soon...cuz i'm tired now...goodnite ^^

PHOTOS~!!!





All this were the photos on MK's birthday...there still are many..lazy to upload =(

LOOK at my face~!! i found a "X" on it before the day of my examination =( ugly and looked like samurai...haihz














Thursday, September 17, 2009

Mk's birthday

ytdy was MK's birthday...ryan called me to go out have dinner with the birthday boy and frens..i went...we went to taman megah for seafood =) didnt ate much lar...cuz i had dinner earlier with my "mum"...then after the dinner,we were planning our next stop...
our decision was to watch "where got ghost" at cineleisure...but it was too late and most of them had meetings on the next day...so we didnt watch...then i saw gori there...so ngam ler...lolz...gori was with ryan cousin~!!! such a small small world...
then we wanted to go to The Library...before this,it was known as Mystique...but chge jor...took a few fotos...didnt went in...cuz it was a bit sienz...wah a kor and ah ying with her bf went home...the rest of us went to yam cha at kota damansara...lotsa boutiques ler...might visit there some day =) nothing much then...just chui sui and get to understand each other more =) then we went home...
tomolo i'll be having the last paper~!!! HURRAY~!!! right after exam,i'll be off to work on the same day itself...then after work,i'll go watch movie with ryan,MK,May,Joyce and ryan's bro...gona watch Final Destination 3D~!!! FINALLY~!!! bcuz of exams,i didnt get to watch those new movies =( i wana catch up~!!! lolz...will be uploading the fotos later =)

Photos of ZOUK & PHUTURE

Before club
Yew Mun

Robert

Wayne

me,yew mun,carol and sabrina

Meet my dance partners for the night~!!!

ceiling of reflection =)

Both Japanese =) Sabrina & Sean
i drank a lot in here
Gavin the b'day boy and the japanese gal ^^

Love her~~~


the last min pic =)
just right after a boom boom shake shake ^^

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

the recovery period of mine

i'm still in the recovery period...getting better tho...but sumtimes things that i dun wana noe,they just came to me either from his mum or his frens..can it not be like this way?? as i said,there are some things which is better left unknown...not knowing and not wanting to know is the best...
today his mum show me fotos of his gf and even the mooncake...i had this vv weird feeling going thru...this feeling is almost similar to my upset stomach...haihz...suan le bar...i told his mum that after i get my salary,i bring her go eat good stuffs ^^ hehe
went out with her today...went for deserts and ate vegetarian...nice too...today sth horrible happen...this is the first time i see her cry...haihz...hope she'll be better =(
later MIGHT be going to movies with pierre...lol...today fd called...i tot he was some1 else...hahah...pai seh...he just doesnt sound like him ler...his voice,chge d...hmmm...good i guess...really a bit man jor...alright...i wana upload fotos d...u'll see them in my next post =)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

HIP HIP HURRAY

ok...first things first...bout my test today...erm erm...good news is that...finally it's over...hahaha...not vv easy...not vv tough...consider can do lor...just hope will pass oni...i had been sleepless for 2 nights edi...my brain is aching now...i can feel it's touching my skull....givin me a headache...
might watching movie tonite and tomolo's MK's b'day ler...mayb celebrating with him too...hehehe....not sure yet...i wana watch lotsa movies...must catch up =) hehe...had been really stressful this 2 days...i had never study like this before...the latest i sleep was 4am if i were studying...but now...OMG...i broke my own records...lost the appetite too...it's good =) but not good is,i feel like vomitting..haihz
alright...after friday,this sem is over...the worst thing i heard from my frens in this sem was....ENGLISH STANDARD drop...yes...i know...when i do presentation,i was not as confident as before...why ar? they also say woan yuen's and hwee lynn's standard drop too =( in chinese is call "shui zun" and translate to english is......water level...ahhaha...funny lar...well,i promised myself that i will improve my english and polish them well before i go to UK...
MIGHT be next year...i just said might be...lol...dun ask y...sumtimes,living in malaysia is not as good...becuz memories are all here...but i oso dun wana leave too soon...will be missing my frens...haihz...hard choice...will be uploading those zouk and phuture's foto tonite ^^

Monday, September 14, 2009

DAY 2

*phew* today...when i read thru the question paper,i was soooo happy...it's becuz all the tips my fren gave came out and i was oni focussing on the tips...this fren that gave me the tips was my senior...same age but he went for january intake...it is so nice of him giving me the tips ^^
i didnt sleep the whole night ytdy...and i plan to do the same thing again tonite due to tomolo's paper...BUSINESS LAW and TAX....argh~!!!! but it's ok lar...i slept in the afternoon d and after the papers tomolo,i can sleep all i want~!!! YAY~!!! received pierre's call right after the exam...hmm..ntg much lar...just told me that he just reach malaysia =)
but another sad thing is that i'm not feeling well...i guess it's cuz of the sleepless nite...my neck was in dreadful pain and when i'm driving,need to turn and look at the side,it hurts a lot~!!! damn...not only that,my stomach hurts too...i was just trying to stand during the exam...and it still hurts now...just that my neck pain had reduced...but my stomach...haihz...i can feel that it's the muscle that hurts...whenever i breathe or touch or even lie down on my bed,it hurts me...haihz...
but after tomolo...everything will be alright ^^ saying for the week: do not let anyone to become everything in your life...becuz if they leave,you'll have nothing...

The Fight for it

argh~!!!! i didnt sleep again...was studying the whole nite...i'mm vv tired and sleepy...everything that i read just cant go in my brain =( i just hope to pass oni...haihz...god bless me...and my neck hurts a lot...dunno what happen...like got bump lidat...really vv pain...it's 6.40am in the morning...i must continue to study~!!!! wish me luck~!!!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Zouk & Phuture

Lol...was suppose to go to Poppy and Sanctuary last nite...but plans canceled...cuz dear quinny say no kaki...and i know i cant go in poppy...so didnt get to join MK and gang...so finally i follow robert to zouk...
when we entered,they check our body temperature by scaning at our forehead...damn...vv yong sui lar...the starting was not vv good as usual...just drink first...they bought black label...hmm..feel not vv good taste cuz it's like no taste at all..prefered hennessy =) waiting other gals to arrive...then my other frens sms me and ask where i am...and they're just at phuture...so we met at the toilet and they bring me to their table...happening enuf =) was drinking and chit chatting for some time...then i feel it's time to go back to my own table...and i saw other gals arrive jor ^^
wuhooo~~~~ we start to move move shake shake all nite long..haha..both of us was vv crazy...love carol~~ she was my dance partner all nite long...we went home as soon as the lights were on and music stops..time passes so fast...will be uploading the fotos on tuesday cuz as i said b4,the worse war will be starting tomolo and ends on tuesday =( it was vv nice there...first time went there...cooling...lolz...had a great nite ^^

Saturday, September 12, 2009

plan cancel

well...today was supposed to meet up with my ex...but it was cancel bcuz he said he's vv tired...well,i understands...cuz he was vv drunk last night...he called me...i knew he was drunk thru his voice...drunk yet sober...i asked him if he were to call the wrong person...but he knew who i was..well...sober enuf to chat =)
but...as the chat go on...it is not as good...he's bull shit-ing...talking rubbish...dun feel like talking to him anymore...wanted to hang up but it is really rude to do that...warned him not to talk yet he still continue...huh~!!!! kik sei....once again he made me cried last nite...haihz...stupid me....it's not worth anymore...
i'm at station 1 now...vv bored...tired and sleepy too =( was surfing the net...and i saw sth vv interesting in msn.com...

http://lifestyle.msn.com/relationships/articlecosmomatch.aspx?cp-documentid=21429010&GT1=32023

have a look at the site i posted...it's about how to survive a break up...it's really useful i feel...bcuz i had tried this 2 years ago =) the worse war has yet to come...on monday and tuesday will have the worse exams ever...wonder those who set the exam timetable have the brain or not to think bout how students gonna study...DAMN~!!! we'll be havin Mananging Information System,Business Law and Taxation on both that day...haihz...it's all memorizing subjects =( hope that i can pass it all and hope everything will be over as soon as possible =(

Friday, September 11, 2009

Already gone

Song title : Already gone
Singer : Kelly clarkson
this song really is meaningful...below are the lyrics...it's like wat my ex trying to say and what i trying to answer...even though i had let go,but this is what i would like to say if it was me in the past....the blue 1 indicates him and the pink 1 is me...
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Love~~~

My Baybee Prince~~~yesterday i tot once again i had lost my precious ones...i had edi lost one of them...and now,i oni left with one...the one i'm talking about is my baybee chocolate =) ytdy he was nowhere to be found...called out to him,but he didnt come to me...i burst into tears that can make a pool full...but at last,my maid told me he was under the bed...lolz...silly me...i used to have 2 of my loved ones...but now,1 left edi...so this is the only 1 left...

u may think that i'm crazy...but my baybee,he do understand wat i'm talking and he do listens...he just cant speaks...i remembered i fell down once...bleed alot...he came near me...i tot he was trying to lick me as usual...BUT he didnt...he look at my injuries and then sit beside me...such a good baybee he is =) proud to have him...

ytdy,my darling yuan call me...hahah...she called at 3 sth in the morning...both of us are not asleep yet =) i tot she came back to kl...hahha..silly me...both of us kept lafing...didnt talk much,bout 8++mins...cuz i wana sleep...i cant stand it anymore...i had been sleepless for so many nites...and i woke up at 8 sth preparing for my revision class that i made up =) alright...i have to go...if not i'll be late for the breakfast with them ^^

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Terrified

OMG~!!!! this morning i woke up LATE at 8.15 and my exams starts at 9.00....argh~!!! i was rushing...luckily when i reach there,it was oni 8.45...i felt that i'm vv lucky bcuz i'm still able to wake up even the last min...today's paper was English for Business...it was hard on section A...haihz....even Jonathan says it's tough....just hope i may pass everything...
after that,i went to 1u with robert...we went to forever 21...i tried on total of 4 dress...when i came out...i saw him paying on the counter~!!!! OMG~!!!! i didnt noe he'll buy for me...vv gam dong ler ='( then after that,we went to dragon-i for our breakfast which is lunch for other ppl =) we ordered a fried rice,he ate a steam rice with sth,egg with fish and scallop and my fav xiao long bao ^^ hehehe...was vv happy indeed...
then we went to maxis centre...and i asked bout the line...well,they said need the main line owner to go to the maxis centre with me...then i asked is it come here...then they say nope...their's is only maxis dealer...haihz...so troublesome ler...bcuz i dun feel like seeing my ex anymore...not now at least...
right after that,we went home...didnt get to watch movie becuz i was freakin tired...i even slept in his car...haiz...i'm sick now...headache is gone but having sore throat and a lil bit heaty feel...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

reasons i blog

there are some ppl who don't understand why i blog...well,there are some few reasons...i blog becuz i wana keep those memory...i'm a vv forgetful person...i'm afraid to lose all those wonderful things...that's why i wrote them here =)
2nd,i blog becuz i wana express my feelings...when i hate some1 or love them,i cant tell them face to face...becuz some ppl might mistaken me for prejudice them...it happened before...sometimes,i say out becuz changes might be good =) those who know me well,they noe i'm very straight forward....cheerful,sensitive,aggressive,bad tempered but kind oso lar =) tat's my personalities...my mood is vv easily affected...i can be very happy in this moment but i can be sad in the next....it changes vv fast...ppl around me notice it too...only my best frens noe what problems i'm facing becuz i keep all of them vv deep inside my heart...when cy and hl first noe all bout my prob,they were shocked becuz i laf and smile in college all the time but in the same time,facing lotsa problems...they didnt noe tat i had lotsa things to fan and yet i can be so cheerful
3rd,i blog becuz it's like no1 listen to what i'm saying...did u notice that b4 that,i didnt update my blog a lot?? it's becuz there's always some1 whom i can talk to...whom listens to me...whom gave advice,opinion or even scold me...but not now anymore....that particular person had left my life for a month and more...and now,i'm alone...
tomolo i'll be having english paper...still studying on those format of letters and memos...wish me luck then =)

For u

this post is actually written for you...i had been chatting with you for the whole morning...nothing much but in the end...there's a mix feeling come upon me...i dunno how to describe it...u said tat u used to love me vv much...i noe tat and i can feel tat too...ur frens say tat u patch back with me bcuz u felt boring...but when we're together i noe u used ur real heart to treat me...
actually after breaking up with you,i tried to cover it up from my dad...i tried to go out every sat nite...try to find activities....it's hard for me tho...cuz i had rejected a lot of ppl...and my coll frens,they had their own life with their bf...i just not get used to it...but eventhough i'm not used to it,it's oso a must right?? haihz...there's always a reason for my behaviour and my act...as u noe,i'm not a bitchy type....now u said that i had chged...i chged becuz u made me too...and i chged becuz of you...
all of sudden you ask bout the ring...i didnt asnwered u properly bcuz i wana noe wat u wana ask...i tot u want it back...but luckily u didnt say that...u just said that keep it nicely...i will keep it in good condition and thank you for the present...that is a promise from me to you...becuz of that last sentence of yours,my tears drop again...once again the tears drop is becuz of you...it's been long i never cried for you...i noe there's no more chances of us being together as you had a new gf....but i will still give u my blessings...i hope that both of you will be happy together...take care...



this was the last pic we took together...at Jogoya...though the ending was not wat i wanted,but still i had no choice but to let you go...

Movie

today ntg much happen oso lar...just study and online...normal life...then at nite went to movie with ryan...we watched "the unbelievable"...oh well...this movie is actually a bit scary but no ending de ler...vv sienz =( i wana watch "orphan"...looking for some1 to go with me...then after that went to yam char...
guess who i saw at 1u's arcade??? JORDAN LEE...argh...he ask how am i and had i meet louis...i say no ler =) he also asked am i alone...then i point to ryan...hahah...he tot he's my bf...i say no lar...just frens =) didnt noe could meet him there...we went to the arcade cuz ryan wana play car racing...jordan was playing too...but he left early...then not long,we leave too...and i saw jordan again at 1u's gsc there...lolz...i guess the reason to play in arcade oso same with us gua...which is to pass the time before the movies....it's edi 3.30am...and i had nothing to update anymore...will be back for more =)

Monday, September 7, 2009

the fotos

Let the pictures do the talking =)

Before going to club ^^


Me and ryan


argH~!! I'm a bit drunk =(
a bit drunk,reddish face and i still manage to take a foto of me

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Sanctuary night

ohh...well...last nite went to sanctuary with ryan and MK and frens...reach home bout 3am edi..ytdy i'm kinda drunk...vv vv dizzy...tat's the first time i drink till like this...they bought 2 bottles of henessy...even last time when i was with my ex,i didnt drink till like this de...well....it's all MK fault's...lolz...
at first,it was kinda sienz lar...cuz of the songs..but as the alcohol go into my blood vessel,it's getting high...hahah...gotta boom boom shake shake all nite long...hehe...May took some fotos of me and ryan...ryan was vv drunk last nite...we went out of the club and he keep heading to the toilet...then we stand outside there at the corridor...he VOMIT~!!!! argh....i was there keep acompanying him...i dunno what to do...i wanted to look for his bro...but i cant just dump him there...then i took his fon from his pocket...all of sudden,his bro called...argh~!! finally =) then his bro and MK help to carry him to the car...May took a pic of him of being a drunker....hahha...
right now...i'm with ryan and MK again...at friends cafe...onlining...updating my blog...nothing much lar...my stomach kinda pain...dunno why ler...haihz...i will upload the fotos later =) cuz i'm kinda lazy...hahaha...
oohhh....i forgot to mention bout my "P" sticker...it's gone...hahha...gone here means,no more "P" licence =) heehhe...vv happy ler...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Untitled

Forgive me for not putting a proper title...cuz i also dunno what title i sud put...lolz...it's 5.50 am in the morning...yeah...i'm still awake...trying to finish off my revision...there's still abit more...argh~!!! why am i not feeling sleepy?? hmmm...weird...normally i sleep like a pig XD lolz...
it's so quiet now...cold too...off my aircond d...then ntg much to do,having a break time...i went to pei chie's blog and have a look again...well,this time i saw my ex's with his gf's foto there...i noe u're gonna ask how i'm feeling...well,i do feel suprised too bcuz i felt ntg...lolz...but happy for them...bcuz earlier this,his gf msn PM's msg was kinda emo...but now,everything was in happy ending...except me =( i do still think of tat nite's situation that i had done sth stupid and made me regret...and i'm gonna have my exam in less than 10 hours...lolz...
and i still thinking what to wear for sat nite's partay...i think after exam,straight go shopping then wear the new cloth straight to club...the oni thing i dun like is,ryan and frens haven decide which club to go and tat even makes it harder for me to decide which cloth to put on...as u noe,i wear accordingly to the environment =) high class places,i wear high class a bit lor...and my heels to match with ^^ ooh...last fri,i bought 2 pairs of new shoes ^^ lurveee all my precious heels ^^

actually,i have more than 6 pairs..i just dun have the time to foto them up ^^ i noe u'll say that i'm crazy...but to be more precise,u sud say i'm a heels lover ^^ alright...back to my study again

Friday, September 4, 2009

The War

lolz...yeap...THE WAR as in my FINAL EXAMINATION will be starting on the 5th of sept which is tomorrow...at 2pm~!!! and i'm still blogging here...argh~!!! am i really prepared for it??? i vv afraid instead...nvm...just try my best to answer every questions =) i just need a pass...tat's all...my coursework marks will help pull my grades up...
GAMBATEH to myself and all my fellow frens =)
and i just got home from station 1...went for yam cha with ryan and MK =) look at the time now...it's edi 2am...alright,i need to finish this off and do my last revision...i guess tonite i no need to sleep again =( but thinking of tomolo's partay,i'm energetic again...hahah...yea...i'm a weirdo...
tat's all for now ^^

Thursday, September 3, 2009

don't ever look back

yeap...as stated in my title...never ever look back instead,look forward and keep moving forward...but humans is always like that..they're always looking at the past...but there's an advantage too...looking back remind us of what we did and we should learn from mistakes ^^ but some humans,tend to look back not becuz of this reasons instead,they look back unwilling to let go the past...
well...at this hour,i'm at coffee bean studying due to my neighbour's house renovation...i just cant study with all the noise there...enjoying ice blended mocha =) lolz...but it's friggin cold here =(
btw,there's 2 handsome caucasians here sitting right beside me...hahah...too estatic...lolz...alright...gtg study d =)

Sayings for today :
Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough..Don’t keep holding on to something you have already let go of... “Parting is such sweet sorrow”~by William Shakespeare

wrong doing that made me regret

i had done something very wrong indeed...something wrong that i cant even forgive myself and regret in my whole life...ex called me...well...nothing special...talk bout my prob...he asked why i had chged to become like this...i felt like answering him that it was all becuz of him that he hurt me too deeply...however,as i said,i had let him go and had never been sad anymore for him...i cried a few tears bcuz he reminded me of something that i had done today...haihz...but everything had passed and had ended...so for now,i dun wana think of my wrong doing...but was happy indeed bcuz i asked him bout my hair...lolz...he said nice...well...i guess ok barr...
nothing special this few days...just have the urge to graduate earlier to work and earn more money for myself...but i'll definitely miss my frenz for sure...hopes that examz can end as soon as possible becuz i have many places to go,many stuffs to do and work to earn money ^^

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Study mode

study mode turned off this morning becuz of the rainy weather...lol...but i will turn it on later after i upload the fotos into my facebook...it was the fotos on the day i went to laundry with ryan =) recently my blog is all bout my outings and my pathetic examz =( haihz...tat's not wat i want it too...btw,piano class had been cancel since last week till mid of oct...cuz teacher went overseas...u noe wat this means?? it means...i can have long fingernails~~~~~ woohoooo~~~ lolz
today my ex scolded me for being bitchy...haihz...i'm not lar k?~!!! so what if i do?? it's all becuz of u,i turned to bitchy type...ur gf is oso a bitchy type...it's just that u cant see it for now...sooner or later,u'll see~~~i'm still waiting for the fotos from joyce...argh~~~ pls upload faster ler...cant wait to see my fotos with ryan ^^