November!

20112010 : yes again,i'm going to his house to overnight...it's been a week plus i hadnt see him...i went there late,reach bout 9 or 9 plus...somehow,something happen that made me really really really angry and disappointed of him! but i'm not posting it out...it's just between us...

21112010 : still the same...the anger and disappointments are still in me...but somehow,we manage to talk it out...i never tot of this...that he cancel 1 whole SG show...ofcuz it's not only because of me...but i felt vv much of touched feelings...

24112010 : i've been slipping my tongues lately! i wondered why...we watched "grown ups" i guess if i hadn't mistaken and when i wanted to say spa + facial,i said spacial instead...and the usual him was laughing non stop! =D

27112010 : had dinner with his family...we went to a place where each of us ate a dish of fish for each! imagine that...daddy and mummy knew tat i couldnt finish up 1 fish,they order 1 for both me and sweetheart =) that night,bie was doing something that made me fall for him so much for all these months...those small detailed movements! he helped me removed the fish bones~!!! awwww...my sweetheart,u're just as sweet as ever! i love you =)

29112010 : sigh...this one is bout frenship...you know,time really change a person! i went to college as usual and i overheard some chats...i know nothing bout this "K" anymore...it was never like the past...she would never call me out anymore even if she's near...it's not just once or twice...but...at least,i do know that what type she is...

my mood was very bad until i had this fancy dinner with my family...this is my 2nd time...bill was amounting to 400++ rounded up to 500 bucks! tat's not all...i even had my fav ice cream at pavilion,the "fruity gelato" with my fav flavour =)

30112010 : again...i overheard her...well,i cant help it since we're sitting so close to each other...she was inviting one of her "current best bud" out...she said that she'll call if she's nearby...things really do change eh? we used to be best bud...but just because of her studies sticking to new ppl and a period of silence with me,she thought i neglected her...she cried in front of ppl and lastly,in front of me...being dramatic all she was...

i explained to her what really did happen...but i guess she don't get it at all,since she's a lil slow type of person...otherwise,we wouldnt be at where we are now...sigh...ppl changed! AND vv fast as well...

that was all for that month!

currently still very busy preparing for examinations!

a lil of 'ere and there

05112010 : since he's on holiday,i am as well...so i might just go over and overnight there...spending some precious moment with him...reach his home bout 1 plus and he's still sleeping...i even cook him a breakfast...then we took a nap...we had din din at home with his parents...sitting so closely to them and when the ever so furious mummy talks to me,i stumbled but i still kept myself calm! =P ahah...after din din,we went for a movie at Mid Valley watching "Megamind 3D"...we were wanting to watch sth else...but it's outta tickets! =(

06112010 : i didnt sleep well for the one whole night...i didnt know why but i kept waking up...and finally,he too woke up...went to leisure mall to have subway sandwiches...spending the voucher of "buy 1 free 1"...after that,we went to the cinema but luck wasn't by our side...tickets sold off for unstoppable or else,it's a bit late...bie couldnt cuz he have some place to go...

so we went off,bie kept complaining...saying that i wore so nice and even make up,we must watch movie...OWH so silly sweetheart~~ hearing this,i'm so happy because he do notice small stuffs bout me which my past didnt...but i have to be understanding as well,i dun wana cause him late...instead,we went to public bank and then to car wash =) we spend a lil time more at home and then he's off to toh's house...

09112010 : it's another day spending with him again...i went straight off to his house after my class...this time i didnt get him anything to eat cuz i thought that he would be sleeping the whole time...woke up and daddy say someone's treating their family for dinner...he kept asking me to go but i didnt want to...first off, i'm not in appropriate attire and no make ups...second off,i guess dinner is waiting for me by home...

it's just a lil updates from spending time to time with my precious one...

days were ordinary, except tat we're busy preparing for test and assignments...

tough days it was~~

Updates~~

Hello ppl~~~ i'm back!! from nowhere...been busy doing all those assignments...it's like alternatively weeks,we gotta submit assignments then on the next,we got test...yeah i know,it's like wat der hell!! it's gonna be a long post on memorables moments only =D and it will be painful to read without those colourful colours!

21102010 : it's ah toh's baby full moon!! and guess what,bie brought me along!! i know it's like a small matter to some of you ppl,but to me,it isn't...knowing his frenz it's wat i had been hoping long for...i met so many of his frens too and i get to carry the baby...i felt so nervous and afraid cuz the baby is sooooo petite...so fragile...

had fun all night long there...all the drinking,eating,knowing them,playing and talking nuisance! overall,it's been nice knowing them...esp tat Mr Darlie and the ever so playful ah Toh...i heard sweetheart said that i'm drunk...i guess i've been drinking non stop...for 2 reasons...1,he didnt tell me sth (but i got over it already) and 2,ofcourse it's the ol' me who cant resist =P

22102010 : there are signs of sweetheart getting sick soon...i felt so useless...i cant even do anything to make him feel better...wana cook him sth to eat or maybe some herbal tea oso cant...i can,but he's working...how am i suppose to give him?

25102010 : yes i know it's a monday...went to a midnight movie with bie...watch "The Other Guys" at 1u...i had class early in the morning the next day too..but it's vv hard to reject's your own bf...even tat king kong said tat...i guess she had settled down...and esp in my case,it's not always we can be together,tho he always mention tat we can spend time together anytime...

well,i just wana spend my time with him whenever i can...unless,i really really really cant!

31102010 : it's our 9th month anni and i totally forgotten bout it until bie wishes me...that was after so long,he remembered and i'm the one who's forgotten bout it...seriously,small things like tat can make me feel so happy...at night,we went to 1u for movie again...we watch "takers"...it was a midnight show...so yeah! the next day,i totally have this zombified face on me =P

Happy 9th month~

NOVEMBER comes...

we had a few arguments here and there...but hey! in which relationship has no arguments? if there isn't,then that's really a big prob...it's proven with a research...but i guess we'd talk it out...

04112010 : the date looks familiar right? well,it's UniQlo launching day...from fb,i get to see so many ppl queue-ing up a long line just to go in and get some shirt...me and bie went there at night...there's even barricade! god! imagine the crowd~!!

we walked around...and for the 2nd time,we went to pavilion =) it's been so long we walk the malls like this...went to "Sushi Tei" to have our din din~~ deeeeliiiciousss...but...service was so-so only...i didnt get to eat my "Fruity Gelato" ice cream =( cuz there's no more room for it =P

suppose to go to his house to overnight then go for holiday the next day,but we didnt make it...cuz he didnt tell me the plan earlier...it's like too rush...so,next time i guess...went back home and watch some movies with him =) and then,he send me back...

I'll stop right here and continue in the next post~~

gotta continue on my studies...yeah,test again =(

just gotta hang on for 1 more week!! and then,i can get my sleeps back =P

tata~~

Just a dream~

It is just for me to read

It just felt so real that i couldn't differentiate what's real and what's not~

Another New Sem...

27092010 : Back to college...

It's tortoise's birthday today...hl had planned 2 surprises for her...we were expecting the disappointed face from her...but she didnt show it out T.T when the 2nd surprise came in,she was so shocked...and we even recorded a video of it...i'm not in it cuz i'm the 1 holding the cam...nothing out of the extraordinary in college...it's just the same me who's talking and blabbing non stop =P

and king kong told me that brandon said i slim down already...goshh!! so means that day,he wasn't lying and joking lar...haha...happy ofcourse and i'm keeping it up =D

30092010 : it's the 8th month anniversary and yet we didnt wish each other...cuz we're both forgetful ppl...so just be it...and yet this time,i even forget bout it...nvm,the first year anni will come =D

01102010 : as planned,went to sunway pyramid for skating...after so long for not skating,i'm rusted inside...lolz...everyone falls except me and ck...haha...and i even throw ice to them...hehe...had fun there tho...

had been spending most of the days with my sweetheart...cuz he'll be busy for the coming weeks i guess...saying that next month oni he's free...this was the last week i'll be seeing him i guess...

well,on the saturday,we didnt go out...instead,spending those precious time with him,bennie and daddy...went to kajang there for dinner...as for them,they love the soups there...for some of u out there,u guys might thought,"what?!?! saturday,pak tor at home?!?!" BUT...for me,i love the way it is because we get to talk whereas we can't do that much of inner-talks in public...it felt so hang fuk being every seconds close to him...

still,on the sunday,i went over again...ppl's having tea by that time,but for him,it's his breakfast...yeap...he woke up suppa late...i dabao for him and i tot of going for a swim...but he gotta wash his shoes and i got no shirts =( i soooo wanted to swim...but anytime lar...i went home before dinner...leaving him,it's so hard...

there are ppl asking me,"not bored after being in a long term relationship?"

all i answer was,"if you get bored so easily now,how are u going to stay forever when u get married? furthermore,i've been into a longer term relationship summo...and drew's lifestyle is affecting me...in a way,i still feel so fresh whenever we meet each other and having the urge of wanting to see him...might be because of his job...which we get to meet whenever he's free and we cant when he's busy...at times...we didnt even get to meet for a month"

Sweetheart,

i might be late for this...and you might not have the time to read my post...

i just wana say...

Happy 8th Month!

and...

I'll cope with you like how you did with me...

I don't mind cuz I know the way you work and how busy you'll get...

but it wouldn't come between us...

I Love You~

continuous...

right where i stopped from the last post...

on friday 24092010 : as usual...i went to club with the mates...to quottro...sun even come along...i hate to say this,but it's not tat happening that night...so boring~!!! annie was drunk but after she vomit,she's sober again...before that,i get compliments from brandon...he said i looked slimmer compare to the last time we met which was 3 weeks plus ago that is...but i didnt believe him...cuz he's good in lying...after clubbing,sun and i went to spicy for a drink =)

saturday : woke up as usual,late! eh cant help it lar...it's still sem break plus i slept super late...sweetheart did msg me telling me the good news...that he's coming bek home early =D we went for dinner at jalan aloh then to times square for a movie...called "the legend of the guardians"..cute owls they are...i drove him bek after that...cuz i know he's suppa tired after a long drive bek from penang...and then,i drove his car bek to my home =D

sunday 26092010 : bak kut teh for breakfast...yum yum...house chores done a bit and then off to sweetheart's place again to give him bek his car...daddy asked to stay for dinner and i did =D well,it wasn't oni the family were there...the relatives and frens of his family were there as well...it was a lil scary tho...but i just do my part...after that,i gotta rush home to take my sist for dinner...bie was with me as well...and we watched "legend of the fist" at 1u after we dropped off my sist...

STILL I WANA COMPLAIN~!!!

WHY NO COLOURS 1???!!!?!?!

SO DULL ARK~!!!!

The last week of it!!

FIRST~!!! i gotta complained...wat der heck is going on with my blog site?? i cant put colours on my words~!!! Zzzzz!!!!

holidays are coming to an end soon...in fact,it's just too soon =( can i have another week more of holidays? *yeah,in my dreams* lolz...self talking again! HEY! get used to it!

i've been spending most of the nights at pubs with evelyn!! haha...look,on thurs i went to zouk with my mates...fri,to luxy and marristo gold...sat and sun i was at hometown...if i'm at kl,i'll be going out with her to hennessy artistry and Gsix on sunday...she even asked me to go to movida on monday...but i got errands =(

since both of them love jagung so much...i sms-ed evelyn whether she wants it or not...and i took some for drew's family too =) yeap,from the kampung...

sweetheart came back to kl on monday midnight...which he ask me to stay over...but i'm a lil bit of lazy to drive tat far...i know it's just a 45 mins drive...but...i dunno wat came into me tat day...which it never did happen...

so much misery in me on tat particular monday...that i really wished to express it all out...but i do not want to regret on how i express it out...the wrong way which is...i didnt do...all i did was some talking with the frens...it did helped out a lil...but the main one is who i wanted to talk to...

tuesday : a day out with evelyn...she purposely came to look for me...god!! so touching lor...we went to desa parkcity for a drink...stay and chat...we even walk along the lake side...after that,i gotta fetch her to royal oak,cuz i'm having dinner with my family...tat was the moment when they sell RM1 per pint...btw,it was arthur's day promo =) i joined her back at clover...then off to my sweetheart's place..

spend the rest of the night there...after so long,i finally get to spend some time with him...watching him sleep so closely beside me...felt his breath and his warm face...he's off to work very early in the morning...i'm still sleeping like a pig till 11am...haha...play around with ben too =) left home bout 12 plus...felt so reluctant to leave ben alone there...but i got to..

Wed : well,i took his jacket and one of his t-shirt...his shirt smells like him...it's as tho he's by my side...i even took both his jacket and shirt spray a lil of his perfume...i know i'm silly...hug his jacket to bed every night with his smell there...he came by at midnight to take his keys...and i still missed him so so so much!

Thurs : he's going outstation again...so i'm planning to go over to his place to help him pack at least..met daddy at basement...talked to him and he was so shocked when he saw what i'm driving...haha...played with ben again...cleaned up his room abit...

dad was cooking dinner and i asked if he need my help...he even asked me to eat dinner there...but i couldnt,cuz my home already has dinner for me...deep down,i always felt so bad that i always rejected him...sigh...dear was home and ben flew towards him...before i leave,i left a note at his car there...it says...

"remember our promises and miss me okay?

hugs and kisses

from : Mrs Jessie Koh"

and what shocked me was that he told me mummy saw it...i was like wtf!! AGAIN!?!? the note itself didnt have anything wrong...but the words FROM : MRS JESSIE KOH was the problem...god knows how much i wanna hide my face that day...but i get to find out,it was a prank...rawr~!!! well,he's off to penang that night...

owh...before i forget,as i promised that i'll upload the bali photos...i'm lazy to upload them 1 by 1...u know lar this blogger...sooooo...just pay me a visit at facebook =D

here's the link..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=196810&id=644591817&l=8995944649

and

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=197343&id=644591817&l=d4ee473987

The Sem Break~!!

it's gonna be a very very very long 1...but the usual me,i'm gonna cut it short =P

on the first week,i was off to bali for a 4D 3N trip...like i said on my previous post...a very relaxing trip...i'll update the photos later...

what have i been doing during these whole sem break? it's another week more and the classes are going to start...what else? have been house choring....but other than that...i had fun ofcuz...went for shopping and movies...then in the night,off to clubs...i've gotta admit after entering zouk,i prefer zouk to phuture...the only thing i dun like is,a lot ppl who are about my age...

just right last night,i went out with evelyn...believe it or not,she's my bf's ex...hahah...when adrian ask evelyn,"who's ur girlfren?" she answered,"my ex's gf"...u shall imagine the look on his face...but it's nothing wrong isnt it,going out with ur bf's ex? i couldnt believe it myself too...but i guess,we're gonna be good frens =)

there's one more thing i would really love to do...is to go on a holiday with any who...but not family...sigh...but i guess,there wont be any chance...cuz on the next sem break,we're having internships =( sigh...

but...i've been sleeping a lot too...hahha...have been stocking up my sleep...cuz as we know,the next sem will be tougher...somehow,i feel the holidays are so short =( or time really do flies?

anyway,next up are the bali photos and the club photos =)

A rest after a great war...

I'm back...back from the battlefield...the result is yet to be known...some where in Oct...

sweetheart came home from sg on the 28th...ofcuz,i wana see him...so i'm off to look for him...we had been meeting each other for almost every single day in tat particular week...on sat night,we went for supper...after being a month apart,i'm talking non stop like there's no tomorrow...haha

we even watch "the expendables" at 1u and "step up 3" at cineleisure...we just kept spending time together...i even went over to his house cuz his mum just bought a new puppy called ben...he's so fluffy and cuddly...

ops,did i mention it's my sem break already? uh huh! it is...will be going on a trip with the family to Bali on sunday and will be back on Wed...so it's a 4D 3N trip...i shall update u guys when i'm back =)

The Hectic Weeks!

i was suppose to fetch bie to the bus station on the 2/8/2010...but things never go accordingly to plan...as i tot i was going to fetch him,so i did woke up at 4.30am in the morning...and when i'm done bathing,i received this call from sweetheart...saying that he'll be late...so alright...i was waiting and waiting...but i guess,time wouldnt allow us to meet each other for the one last time before he heads to SG...the last call was that he told me not to wait anymore...so i head to class early in the morning...

but i manage to stand till the end of the day and drive home safely tho i felt so so so tired...cuz i slept late the night before due to the excitement of meeting him...anyway,he'll be back vv soon...

but why when i was in deep disappointment and when all hopes are lost,suddenly,i was allowed to meet him again...but then when i thought i could see him,it's the other way round...

that is why dear,when you say you will go on a holiday with me this sept and sure will make it...the way i answer you is just like "oh...okay"...it's because i dun wana have anymore hope and then go disappointed again...dun feel guilty or anything alright?

♥

GOSHHH~!!!!

here goes the super duper hectic week with all the written assignments pilling up together at the end of sem...it really gets me going~!! SERIOUSLY~!!! first up it's with the tax...both individual and group...then BITA...also both individual and group...LUCKILY,i've done my presentation as i'm the 1st batch and not forgetting FR test as well...

that is why i've left my blog un-updated for the past few weeks...even the last post,i recently only finish typing it...imagine it~!! argh~!!!

it's over anyway...no matter how tough it is...no matter how late or no matter how i didnt get to sleep...i've pass thru it already =)

but after all the written assignments are done,we're left with the BITA test...the 3 of us went over to tortoise's house to do the sample case of it...it took us more than 3 hours to finish the whole thing up...well,i guess it's because that we'd spent too much time on talking,fb-ing and even went out to get macd ice cream at connaught's...

now that everything's over,we're preparing for our finals...nervous of course...oh! before that,we had our tax individual marks back...and guess wat,i was the highest among my group...i never expect tat and i was like "are you sure it's mine?"...surprised but happy as well =)

...back to where i am...went to the college library almost every single day...cuz i couldnt study at home with the tv,computer and the bed there...it's vv tempting and i wouldnt start studying instead...tat is why i chosen to go to the library...

today, the 19th....

well...i guess i'm starting to have my exam-sickness already...cuz i see symptoms like couldnt sleep early and the appetite is gone as well...everytime i ate,there's this feeling of puking it out and i rather not eat but to spend the time on my studies...

in a way,it's good...cuz it's dieting...my target was tat i wan my sweetheart to see some changes in me when he's bek =) *crossing fingers hard*

Eng Speech Day & 6th Month...

Monday 26072010 : today is muah speech day! yeah...that was my attire for the day...well,tutor did say wear according to our own topics...the uniform was suggested by my tutor...

it had been so many years since i wear the school uniform...i look like a weirdo but it sure does brings back the memories...upon reaching the college,i walk as fast as i could cuz ppl just kept looking at me...and when my mates arrive,they laugh at me -_-" ish~!! but i'm used to it,being an entertainer =)

Mr Johnny also suggested tat i sud tied in two...but hello,no way~!!! they'll laugh even more...speech went on smoothly...he even asked me to wear until classes ends...GOD~!! no i wont!! but i'll take fotos...there're more in fb =)

college bullies~!!!

*punishment* =P

Tuesday 27072010 : a date with lynn...to....the gym...hahah...it was a clubhouse nearby our college...the gym was erm...okay? yeah,it was...but the equipments were old...they had a swimming pool too...but it's just too small! after the gym session,went off to breakfast at BRJ...the well known famous mamak in wangsa maju...

Thursday 29072010 : it is the day i met him once more...yes and i tot the other day was the last i met him till he came bek home from work from SG...i went over to help him pack his luggage...returning his lappie as well...

i felt kinda bad and guilty that my arrival had wake him up from his sleep which he hadnt had one in so many days...the one night tat he could sleep...even just for a few hours...my plan was to pack his luggage and leave right after tat...but who knows,his start work time changed from 3am to 12am...which means,no more sleeps!

me,feeling depressed,emo and angry,was treating him in a cold way...in which by answering some of his questions in a so not well-mannered kind...there's just so much things going on in my mind which i haven cleared it out...talking to his cousin,did help a lil...but still,talking to him is the best solution...i opened up myself to him and yes,it really did help...i'm lighten up

we left home together...i never thought that he would ask me to miss him...bcuz,it's usually i'm the one who said it...deep down inside,i'm happy =)

Friday 30072010 : as i said before,had been very emo for the whole week...spending the whole night talking to denise,his cousin...conclusion was as above =)

Saturday 31072010 : having a FR test today...god damn it...i dun have enough time to do it all...but i did answer everything...was so freaking tired...

ntg much happen this day...just a yam cha session at night...and that's it for my saturday night...the coming week will be very torturing for all of us!

Another note :

Happy 6th Month!

yeap indeed it is...the 6th month of Him & Hers =)

it's like time really do flies,eh? all of the sudden,i felt like "so fast 6th month d?!" lolz...

to him,my happiness is the reason he smile...

but to me,i had my happiness because of his existence...

tho he isnt there by my side most of the time...due to his schedule...

but he is always there to make my day...

no matter it is just a call from him...

no matter it is just a message from him...

no matter it is just an online conversation with him...

no matter it is just a video call from him thru skype...

he is still there to make me smile~ ♥

The Cruelty of the Realities!

Fantasies had just over and now it's the time to face the cruelty of the realities!

coming up next was all the coursework tests,assignments and presentation...damn!! piling them all up at the end of the sem really gets us frustrated and it's a bit of a rush...

well,we couldnt complain much...we can only do wateva we're told to do so and furthermore it's required by the course =( sigh...this is life...

Tues 20072010 : it was a class-free day...decided to go for gym and then off to look for sweetheart...but i didnt wana wake him up as he do not get to sleep much...so i went over to tortoise's house to do some FR tutorials as i'm presenting the next day...and we even went for breakfast...sorry sweetheart,for keeping you waiting...bought a breakfast for him...

we watch a movie called "Losers"....and still,tho time doesnt allow me to spend a longer day with him,but it's better than nothing...at least i still get to see him,tell him stories,hug him,kiss him and all =) he's off to work and i'm bek home...

college days were as usual...BORING~!!! and wat i hate most was,ASSIGNMENTS! everything piling up at the end of the semester! Damn it! POOR MANAGEMENT!

Sat 24072010 : only up till today,i get to talk to the loved one...he was busy the whole week...he went off work early in the morning...and i went over to hug him to bed...i get to watch him sleep in a close distance...touched his face and hair,to feel his arms around me once more...he had to work in the afternoon at 3pm...so we ate our brunch at the same place again =)

then at night,i went out with my NS fren...him bringing his gf along and asking me to be a spotlight...damn wtf wei! ish! went to pavilion for dinner ^^ FINALLY i get to go to pavilion after a couple of months of not visiting there...they're having sales but i'm not interested!

after the dinner,we took some photos at the main entrance...i'm just sooooo lazy to upload it now...later ba...was happy to see him too after 2 years =) and he said,"i would like to spend my whole life in camp" haha...for me,i love it as much too including when every1's the same,the coaches,the trainees there and so on...

i went off to mont kiara for a yam cha session...ca guo was late! and he tot i'm crazy cuz i make up just for a yam cha session...but he'd mistaken me for i went out before that...ntg much...was so tired after that...and i guess,i fed lotsa mosquitoes too...

Sun 25072010 : was preparing for my english speech for the next day...so tiring...god! when i'm done with everything except for memorizing the script,i straight went to take a nap...cuz i just cant stand it anymore...

sweetheart ring me up when i'm still sleeping...well,good news was,i get to see him again =) went over to his hse...then off to midvalley for movie and dinner...movie was "Streetdance" and as for dinner,we went for carl's junior...

i guess this is the last day i'll meet him till he gets back from work from singapore...it's going to be a very tough month for me,i knew that...because,i've never been separated from him for more than a week! plus,there's lots more i need to do in my studies!

but,i guess Lord has other plans for me...as my ACCA exams are on the same month too...i'll be busy preparing for it...we're both busy at our own stuffs...

i guess it's good too...to have separated a while...at least,a lil spice will be added in it...i'm in hesitation actually...

i so wana see him before he went to singapore for a month...

but at the same time i dun wana see him because i'm afraid that i'll feel reluctant to let him leave...that is why...

anyway,i'm still planning to go over to his hse to help him pack his luggage cuz he's just soooo busy till he even asked jie to help him pack!

hoping that the particular month will pass by faster!

The Happiest Week~

A very quick summary of last week...

dated 111072010-17072010

A movie night on sunday,11072010 with sweetheart and cy...watching Despicable Me...
I remembered very well that the next day,during lectures break,i drew this :

yes,it is that Minion from the movie of Despicable Me =) cy's expression was like -_-" swt~!! hahah...but i just couldnt help it...i love that movie...

on Wed 14072010,the first time ever,i visited this connaught,cheras night market...the longest ever...sweating like i just showered like tat...sweetheart was holding me all the time,never letting go...cuz there's just so much ppl tat he's afraid i'll go sesat from him...but i'll be going back for sure...

staying over his hse for the night...having him to be my side for the whole night,i felt so warm...with his arms around me,i felt so secured,so comfortable...the happiness i felt,is beyond words to describe...

waking up on Thurs 15072010,we had a breakfast date at a place which both of us love! he dropped me off by tortoise's hse and off he went to work...and as for me and king kong,both waited for the tortoise! MEMANG TORTOISE i tell you! lolz...class was as usual

Fri 16072010,we went to sungei wang's green box for a sing k session with the new mates...it was called the ice breaking session...cuz we just knew each and everyone else...except for those who had been in the same class before...we did do lotsa crazy and silly poses for the cam...i'm waiting eagerly now for the photos to be uploaded...

And when we're going home,me and sweetheart bump into each other on the roads...amongst all the possibilities,CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! it sounded dramatic,but it's true that we really did...and we winded down the window and even wave hello! ♥

Sing k session with new mates~

Something i drew during lectures break!

Sat 17072010,it was my big day...the convocation for my diploma studies...after 2 years of studying...was very happy indeed...we get to meet all our old mates whom we missed sooo much...we took lotsa photos with lotsa jumping and running...i sweat a lot before the ceremony starts...well,part of it was because i'm a very easy-kinda-sweat person...2ndly,cuz we did walk here and there,jumps and runs...

Flowers from sweetheart & daddy

Kicks from DAC 1

Jump for joys ♥

that was bout my Convo...and sweetheart did came...he gave me this bouquet of roses...i dont know why,but seriously,i'm loving it a lot...maybe it was because he's the 1 who gave it to me and the flowers do look pretty!

we went over to 1u to have din din and watch movie...for din din,we went over to Pasta Zanmai...deee-lii-ciouss~!!! yum yum! i'll be going back to try the rest of the dishes...for movie,we watch 2 movie in 1 night...we watched,"Predators" first then oni "Inception"...

i rate both movie 9/10...For inception,u've really gotta be very attentive on it...or else,u'll get lost whether it's a dream or a reality...and it need some time for ppl who're slow to digest and to understand it...this movie was really loooong...it's 2 and half hours! gosh...i was sooooo tired that i went home,removed the make up,and straight to bed!

it had been the happiest week for me =) i've got sooo much things that i had ever wanted...i've got a bf who loves me,sayang me and all...i've got frens to laid on...i've got my happiness...in fact,the most in amongst everything that happened this year...this particular week =)

The Night Market

14072010 (Wed) : been to class as usual...i'm late,very very late...by the time i left my house,i'm suppose to be at class...but roads are clear and i guess luck had been my side for today...i've found a parking lot in a very short time...even after breakfast,i went to park at the sports complex,i found a parking lot in a short period too

tortoise and king kong came over to my house...waiting for me to pack up,bath and all...the purpose of them coming was to scan faces to my dad so tat he allows me to stay over her house when i ask so...apparently,when i reach home,he isnt there...so that's that...

thought of bumping sweetheart on the roads...but he asked me to change course due to the congested areas...but still,i'm stuck at the same "cat road" for more than an hour...for bout 2 hours only we reached her place...that was 8.30pm..

we had din din...didnt eat much...after eating,we get ourselves prepared...i was thinking whether to tie my hair or not...then i decided a NO for it...gave bie a call and he came over to fetch us...i was happy to see him...the reason he's coming along was only one and that's me =)

there's no place for us to park but still,we found 1...he hold my hands very gently and he even took my 2 in 1 phone wallet to put it in his pocket...i snatched back cuz i didnt want him to feel "kekok" with it...but still,he's my man =)

he never let go of me the whole time till after we've done walking the night market...ca guo did join us too...he bought soooo much foods...as for me,i had a drink shared with tortoise...everyone were busy getting sth...but not me...i'm just looking around...they even sell 16GB pendrive there...

i wonder if it works and how much it costs...cuz i need another 16GB of pendrive tho i had the same one...which reminds me to buy an external hard disks for my sweetheart...it'll be more storage and more convenient for him to work since he's always moving around...

we've been walking for almost 2 hours and that's only half of the whole night market...i'm sweating so much that i gotta tie the whole hair up...bie said,"Samurai"...lolz...i love walking with them tho it's a bit squeezy there... i'll be going back there if i had the chance...thanks sweetheart for the time =) thanks tortoise and king kong for accompanying me =)

dropped bie off at his home and i drive off his car to tortoise's house to finish that MYOB exercises...it doesnt took much time...but maybe turning on the pc,waiting for the software to load and so on,that took the time...i rush back as soon as i can when i'm done...giving him a msg that i'll be home...

him telling me that the corridor is dark,i totally freaked out...i asked him to wait for me outside cuz i'm afraid of the dark...he waited for me at the car park and we walked up together...it's scary tho! reached home and prepare for bed...such a tiring night...few mins before bed,i was looking at his photos in his phone...all sorts of photos,his ex(s),his works,the randoms and etc..went to bed right after that...

Thursday : woke up at 8.35am today...bath and pack up my stuffs as i'm going back home today...when we're done,sweetheart and i went to have a breakfast...the place where he likes as how much as i do too...

he fetched me to tortoise's house cuz i parked my car there and he gotta go to work,as for me,to class with my mates...a very usual day at class...except for that air conditioner,it's as tho,it is colder today...

sweetheart came over to pick me up for a drink session after he went off work...catching up the old time as he's busy before this...VERY busy! but i'm happy as well...cuz i get to spend time with him =D

16072010 (Friday) : had breakfast with mousey and king kong at steven's corner...then we went for lectures...after that,we had plans with the classmates =) it's good too...at least we can bring our frenship closer with the new mates...we went to GreenBox for a sing k session...

frens who attended were hl,cy,wy,ck,le jun,su jun, jojo,su cheng,sook yeng,charis, jl,chee pin and chai yong...in total,it's 14 ppl including me...so we got the big room...we took photos before we left...there's so much silly pose of jl that made me laugh...gosh! the trademark laugh came out this time and the new mates heard them...

kl was super jam...so we decided to use the MRR2 route to go back to college...guess what...this is the part that made my day MOST! i bump into sweetheart when we're driving...he's at the opposite road and we even wind down the window and wave =) that was bout 6.06pm

Amongst all the possibilities...

Amongst all the road,we both used the same highway...

Amongst the time,he was off work early...

Or else,we couldnt bump into each other...

to him,it wasnt call fate...because,to him,fate was made my one's himself,not by Lord himself...

but to me,it doesnt apply in this situation...i just felt so much coincidence...

I'm happy ofcourse if you asked me...

hl and wy was being tortured by my "syiok sendiri" and "rhetorical questions"...pity them...

lolz...but i just cant help being that way...cuz i'm just too happy that i smile inside out...

tomorrow's my convocation...it's nothing special to me...cuz it's only diploma...unless if it is adv diploma,degree or master...it's going to be a photography day =) i'll be doing a mask later on...i wana be on my best tomolo

will be continue-ing tomorrow...

BebeJezz is signing off right now~

Reveals...

It is time to blog again after a hectic schedule...well,half of it was over already...my piano examinations,yes,they're over...i am in fact very disappointed in myself...i made lotsa mistakes =( i really hope i could pass the exam orelse i needed to resit it again and all efforts will be wasted...

FRIDAY : we had a proposal letter test today...actually i've done it very last minute...as you see,i've spend most of my time sitting on that chair and practiced my piano pieces...so searching for info,i've done it the day before...and the drafts,it was an hour before the real test...well,i have confident in this 1 but results are yet to be out soon...

at night,me and chai yen went over to cheras for a drink session with tortoise...it was drizzling by tat time...pick her up at leisure mall and we went to a hawker centre called "small genting" which is nearby the petrol station in cheras,not the 1 at ampang...

we were talking a lot...planning the plans for the next day and the wed "hong lok" pasar malam...sweetheart gave me a call,which i am totally surprised...cuz i tot he'll be working till late and i never thought i had the chance to meet him =)

i fetched tortoise back home...her hse was full of frogs and we even saw 1 before entering her hse compound...while walking in,she frightened me,"there's a frog~!!!" i almost yell,heart was jumping fast and i hold on to her...then oni i found out that she was fooling around...bishhh~!!!

dropping cy at tortoise's house,i went to bie house...finally,i get to meet him! the first thing i did was to manja him all over and he smiled...his whole family was still awake..yana was there too...the cute 1...

we watched anime...surprisingly,sweetheart did "tepet" me...i was happy of course...he hug me and i felt soooo warm after a week of apart-ness....i'm going off early as well cuz he gotta work very early the next day and i didnt wan cy to wait for me for so long...off i went after the anime...

SATURDAY : it's a shopping day for all 3 of us,as planned...actually,the main reason was that king kong wanted a new watch,so we accompany her...woke up early in the morning,prepared and off i went to fetch both of them...and yes,i went all the way to cheras and come back here to 1u...

well,i dun mind actually...we're frens after all and once in a while...i bet she'll do the same the next time too =) roads were a lil congested...i'm driving manual you know~!! goshhh!! imagine after walking for whole day with heels...

we reached 1u and the first thing we did was :

yeah! that was it and we start searching for her watch that she wants...but we too,do a lil shopping at apparels shop...as for me,you know,the usual 1,i went to shoes shop...i just couldnt resist...

we even went to a lingerie shop called "La Senza"...GURLS,there's SALES~!!! i wana get undies and some pyjamas there...but later,not today...

there's this shop called "Blay"...i went in and start looking for something which attracts me...there is this heels,i almost wana buy it all 3 pairs with different colours...but too bad,the black was out of stock...so off we went =(

there's 1 watch caught cy's eyes...but she didnt get it cuz i guess it's a lil rush...then off we went to city chain to get her old watch repair and we even went to Vincci...okay! this 1 definitely caught me...i want that heels badly~!!! i'm waiting for the price to drop,cuz it's a lil not worth...

we went over to ikano tesco there...to get my sweetheart a phone cover...i got this very special 1 with horns...unique i felt...and i guess bie will definitely love it cuz it's special...looking at the length,it totally fit his phone...as for the side buttons,i forgotten how it looks like so i just buy it...

fetch tortoise home right after that...king kong and i was planning to go over to pavilion for dinner and as well walk around cuz the last i've been there was the day before my birthday...i couldnt go there as often as i used to...firstly,i'm having a hectic schedule...secondly,bf dun love it there (midnite)...so i guess,percentage of going there with him would be very low...

but we changed our minds...we went to gei tak sek...cuz king kong wanted a "fa sang wu"...a dessert made from nuts...she couldnt have it when we're there...we're too late,it's sold off...after dinner,i fetch her back to her hse to get her stuffs...cuz she's staying over...

SUNDAY : woke up super duper early..she was craving for breakfast...so she woke me up...we went over to mutiara damansara to have that famous shredded chicken noodles..

after breakfast,she watched movie at my hse..."Being Human"...i felt a lil sleepy after that,so i took a nap until sweetheart reaches...went out to have lunch with him...when i'm home,i'm finishing everything i know how to do and my answers to be presented the next day...

as discussed earlier on,we wanted to watch movie..."predators" will be screening today...we went after dinner with bie...but there's no more good seats =( so we watch "Despicable Me"...ppl,it's a good movie...go watch it!

bie fetched us home after the movie...as usual,when he's driving,i always look at him like i couldnt anymore...well,in other words,it's called appreciating every seconds i have with him..

it's FIFA final tonight at 2.30am...and i'm supporting Spain...nope,i dun trust Mr Paul...but seriously,i've got an instinct that it'll be Spain =) furthermore,they played well...and when we read the newspaper the next day,Spain WON~!! hip hip hurray!!

sth Him & Her shared everytime they watched movies

MONDAY : it's monday again...i dunno why,but i just feel good...i had fun in english class but there's a time i went sleepy...Mr Johnny was like a comedian...he kept making me laugh,doing all sorts of acts...lolz...

went out to get our breakfast with mates...this time we went to try sth new...well,it's not bad there actually...the environment was good too...price are so so...in short,we'll be going back there again =)

lectures didnt go well for me today...i dunno is it just me or Mr Michael wasnt teaching good...cuz i'm sleepy as well...wondering for a few seconds,then cy looked at me and say "He teached till very confusing today,eh?" and i nodded...

we went for a swim in the college clubhouse...luckily it didnt rain...but there's activities going on there...so you see,the pool is full of boys and gurls =( i just hate it...call me selfish,but i prefer to swim with only my mates around...even when i go for jogs,i prefer doing it alone...i just dun like the way ppl look at me...that's why i prefer to exercise without any other ppl around...

went to cy's house to bath and wait for her to pack...she's staying over again...at night,I met my mum...telling her that i wished to add dancing back to my life...she suggested a few for me...yoga,pilates,cardio dance and even belly dance...i had 1 in mind too,which is ballet...but i'm afraid that i've forgotten the terms for everything such as the moves and dances...

TUESDAY : went to college to collect our graduation gowns for this coming sat's convo...i hope bie,mum and daddy would come...but mummy's working,daddy might be fetching sist too =( and as for bie,he might and might not come...so i'm alone =( but i guess it's alright...after all,it's just a diploma convo...not a big thing also...hope if daddy come,he'll get me flowers...haha...tat means,the first man who gave me flowers was daddy? or maybe a lappie as a gift?? can can? pls...

when i came back home,i put tat gown on...my younger sists say it looks like harry potter and i was like -_-" hahha~!! i loveeeee the gown lerrr...and lucky us can find a XS size gown...muahahha...

dancing was my passion...it is still,right now...that is why i'm adding it back to my life...but for another reason as well,i hope to make myself much more busy,socialise and all...

his schedule,which i really wana know even though it's a subject to change everytime...but after listening to what he say the other day,"....i rather you not to know my schedule than seeing you disappointed and have a thought that i dont have time for you....." it even makes me more curious...

i dont know why,no matter how busy i am,there's a portion of my brain would be thinking bout him and my heart would be saying that i miss him...i guess i really took him much more important than i thought...

let's hope i wouldnt be falling this time...cuz i know,this time,if i do,i wouldnt be waking up and standing how i used to anymore...

i cant wait for tomorrow's night market...it's my first time there you know...lolz...i know it sounds unbelivable...but it's true...no rain pls...let's hope everything will be going on smoothly

The Fifth...

It's already the fifth month?
Yes,it is...
and as usual,he is always the forgetful one...but i understand his workload was one of the reasons that he didnt remember,and the other reason was because there isnt an end for us...that's what he said and which is what i gotta noe too by today...
we had a deal that the next time i wouldnt say it out nor wish him...so i guess,this time would be the last until the 1st year anni comes...

something i've learnt today from him...
"to never think of something that haven even happen and that is to prevent unnecessary sadness"
at first,i was fighting back all his points by mentioning the future,but then...
i had a second thought...i felt that he got his points too...at least,i wouldnt be sad if anything happen and ruin the future plan...i was,in the past i meant...so depressed,upset,all over that relationship which i tot it would last till the marriage...but things really do happen...and everything change...

a past is a past...at least i'm happy now with him...
things are changing from time to time...

the examination i'm having,it's coming very soon...just a couple days more..i'm nervous ofcourse...till i couldnt even get good sleeps...dress code was a 1 piece dress...i've selected a few,but it is yet to be decided...i'll be going to class after that...and i'm very much afraid that my frens will joke around cuz of the dress...i mean,who wore dress to college...it's not just ordinary dress...it's those kind which u see ladies piano performers wore...

Just wish me luck =)

believe it or not,it's already half sem gone...but i dont feel a single thing...i mean,i felt like the new sem just started only...
anyway,after that exam,i'm going to partay~!!!
or maybe a day out with georgey and with whoever wana join...
sweetheart will be busy till september i guess or maybe till begining of next year?
i've gotta make plans for myself to pass my time...
it's still a subject to change,but clubbing is on the top list amongst all =P

I could really use a wish right now~

Happy 5th Month,Dear!

looking back to the past,

looking back to how much we've been thru..

it wasn't easy but i know that i hold on because..

i love you...

Another Memorable Moment...

26062010 :
had decided to spend the whole day with my sweetheart after being so tired from practicing my piano day after day,hours after hours sitting on that chair...

days before this,he told me he was working...and i was happy to receive a msg from him the night before,telling me that he's not working...

guess he must be very tired...he slept for so long...bought him brunch and i thought of suprising him by bringing his favourite drink...ended up,he had it at home as well =(

spending time together during the weekends...watching movies at home,taking a nap together..
all these are sth which old man do with his old lady normally...but to me,these small things,make me felt so warm...

we've decided to watch movie at night...at midvalley..."Knight and Day"..
after that,we thought of going home...but bie had sumwhere to go in his mind...
and as usual,he never wana give any hint of where we're heading..he said,"it's a suprise"..
but being his gf,analysing his body language was one of my expertise...
and my guess was precised =P

i'm happy...for i wanted to go to this place and for so long that he wanted to bring me go as well,we went finally tonight...tho the time there was short,but it is memorable enough to me..

well,i sud shut my lips like Ms Shutup and let the pics do the talking =)

My Man

Beautiful,isnt it? yeah,took very lil photos...but i'll be back again =) bringing my frens and family...for fotos ofcuz~!!

owh! he even told me that the Thailand show's cancel...i was shocked to hear that...and bie did say he wana go holiday with me this time...he even added that hoping this time could work it out...but i wouldnt blame him if he couldnt...cuz i understand and i'm getting used to his working lifestyle already =)

sweetheart,

for how much you wanted me to be happy,i am now telling you that i am happy whenever you stay beside me C= but ofcourse,your surprise did work as well...

and baby boi,i'm not disappointed bout the holidays...i admit that i were,once or even twice...but not now anymore,because you told me "We Have Forever"

if we couldnt make it this time,there's always chances...

thanks again for this lovely night...it's gonna be one of those memorable moments in our album...

it had been a very warm day for me =) and dear,

I Love You~

random much?

gosh...time is just tick tocking...in just a couple of weeks,i'm gonna take my piano practical exam...gahhh~!!! i shall say,i'm nervous as the days come nearer...

reading is just one of the stuffs that i love to do...i tend to read alot...esp when it comes to ppl's blog...reading ppl's stories,their experiences and all just interest me...i can spend hours sitting down in front of my pc just to read them...

well,from my fren's blog,i knew very well that they agreed too on how hard the climb is going to be on our studies...even for the seniors,they were the same too...Associated Certified Chartered Accountant (ACCA) was a rocky path to climb on...looking at our seniors,failing on professional papers,it makes me felt so "chicken out" perhaps?

most of the students at our batch do agree too on how much our lectures dont teach us well...in fact,we've gotta depend on each other to go thru this...team work is wat they called...sigh...but the tutorials classes was just vice versa...

the remaining groups in our class had their role play today...i must say,it was the best ever...hilarious and all...we did enjoy and they did lighten up our Mr Johnny today for that he's down...

there's ntg much going on lately...and i havent been taking photos too T.T sad,isnt it? for someone like me who loves taking photos,it is...the last photo i took with my phone was on MAY~!! gah~!! c'mon~!! i'm waiting for my piano exam to be over and i'll be out to take photos~!!

i've been sick...as usual...don't know why,but this is weird...believe it or not,every year when the timing is near to my piano practical exam,i'll be this sick...sick as in voice~!! mayb God was just trying to help me in aural tests? *cross finger* yes,i am...dreadfully sick...with the fire burning throat,the never-ending coughs and the flus...goshh~!!!

for how much i've been busy on my studies and all,i have to balance out my life...i am one of the kind who needs balancing...if i dont,i couldnt do well on either both...for my love life,things have been pretty much wrecked up...but things do have solutions too...

spending time with him is what i really enjoyed doing,after a stressful day in my studies...
seeing him,it really does make all the stress gone just like *poof*
we watched "When in Rome" ytd at his house...and still the same,the movie was always 3rd quarter watched and the remaining will be left on the other day for me to come to continue...

it's been really bizarre...
things changes...
but i guess,it's good eh?

another 5 more days and it'll be our 5th month anni...

owh!!! btw,lynn told me that her sist had arrive in UK...added that the hostel wasnt look like how Malaysia's ones are...it's a big house...which fits 6 students in it...fully furnished...i just cant wait to go there~!! but ofcourse,there're some things,some one who i couldnt left behind too =( who i feel so hesitated to leave them...ANYWAY,it's just a 3 months summer course...so i guess,i'll be back with a blink of an eye...just like how i was in NS =)

lolz...that will be in 2 years time from now...still have a long way to go...
and i'm already thinking it like it is tomolo...
well,it's late...
i'm signing off~

The Wet Monday...

hadnt been sleeping for the night...preparing for the role play and trying to do the minutes...but i gave up in it,cuz i just cant figure things out...it's strange...cuz i'm really sleepy and yet i just couldnt fall asleep and be like a baby...let's hope tonight i can sleep soundly like a baby...

the road was quite clear cuz i left my house early...but who knows,right outside my college,the traffice light there is so congested~!!! so i'm late for the discussion =( sigh...well,yuen did a great job on her appearance...darling tortoise,BRAVO~!! =) i love the whart that you create...it makes my trademark laugh goes on non stop...

the actual role play didnt come out as good as our practice...but there are some parts which caught the attention of the audience...the funny appearance of yuen,the eagerness of hl,the clumsiness of cy,the cup which had water in it spilling onto ck's...

Mr Johnny did comment on all of us...and we may be better...but it's because we're lack of practice,that is why...and sir did say tat,he prefer my voice during normal tutorials..which he said,the wildness of it and the character dun really matched my very own personalities =( this i know very well for i'm not a confident person at all,wat more asking me being one which is OVER-confident? we'll be better in our next individual presentation anyway =D

the weather had been gloomy for the whole day...we went to cannes' tea house for breakfast and stayed to chit chat for some time there...it drizzled a lil at first and it stopped...but when our class ends at 4pm,it's raining...

the road i'm using,heading back home,it's so heavily in rain tat i could hardly even drive...maybe i'm tired ba? it's a lil congested..but it's oni a small part of it...i guess ppl drives slow that's why and they stopped to look and kepoh at the opposite road's accidents...
there's this myvi,totally overturn and stayed upside down...hmmm...wonder how's the driver is...hope they'll be alright...

i'm home now...safe and sound,as how i promised my loved ones...
i'm going to rest more for tonight and i'll be busy up ahead...
i knew it...because,i can alreaady foresee my schedule...

i needed new pics btw~!!! no pics for me to upload to anywhere =( not a pic of mine,of him & her,of my frens =( not even a single photo...ish~!!! guess i gotta start loading my lomo cam and get ready~!!
owh~!! and i heard convo's around 17th july...it's a saturday...ofcuz i do hope the special one could come,but i guess the one couldnt...this time,it's going to be overloaded with all of our mates' fotos~!!! ngek ngek ngek...

aite'...it's time for me to rest...headaches having their effect on me right now...will be back for more~!!!