The Journey

Watched "The Journey" today...
it was way past awesome!!
...and it's so touching that I cried...silly me
Must watched to everyone...
I think I'm getting blu-ray for this as a collection :)

on another note...
I'm not sure where to head...
in 2014, I vow-ed with no resolutions...
just let it flow...
let it be the fear of regrets to conquer & guide me thru so that every decisions I made would not be sth that I will regret deeply in the future...

My heart still beats...
It jumps...
but..
at the same time,
it still hurts...with the phobia over-coming me
the fear of my history to be repeated when it had been repeated thrice...
what shall I do?

That pain...
I could still remember clearly...
That fear...
of losing one...

I moved on...in another way

It's been months now since we go on separate paths...
We no longer speak to each other,
We no longer are friends as I find out the truth behind the lies,
We are just plain strangers.

Quoting gf's question,"Which is scarier, seeing one become strangers or strangers become one"
Check it out here,below on what is the thought behind it...
Grace's thought which I agreed

It had been hard on me in the past few months,
I'm not sure now how I am feeling,
but it sure does make me afraid for entering into a new relationship.

Right now,
I'm enjoying whatever my status is...
what is my status?
LOL

On another update,
I think this is the best Chinese New Year ever!
Although my angpaos are so much lesser.
Daddy decided to come back earlier...
as early as Cho 3 man!!
That means, I get to hang out with my friends!
I met new ppl...
most importantly is that I get to spend so much time with them after so long..
ya know,
after I cancelled wateva plans when andrew is free for me...
Ops, sorry y'all :X
But it's over now ;)
Friends are the best!

hmmm...
I never thought being single is this fun,
less things to think over,
not being affected or affecting other half for whatever decision you're making..
But still,
I have stuff to sort it out
Like am I really over it or I'm just fooling myself and being pretentious?

In the next couple of days,
ACCA RESULTS WILL BE RELEASE!!!
JENG JENG JENG!!
shitttt...
my heart is thumping and as the days get closer, 
I could barely feel my heart anymore :P

It is less than 5 days now

*Deep inhalation*

whatever it is, I'll have to face it...

Oh well :D

Another news,

I can't wait for my valentine's date with my besties!!

she'll be flying over from Singapore!

SO EXCITED!!! 

LOL

tomorrow work starts,

sigh...

I guess, 

after the long holidays,

I'm a piggie now...

in other words,

effing lazy :P

and I have to face that pile of shittie accounts...

Love me new header not?

From this...

TO THIS...!!

But I love it as it resembles the very recent,very deeply buried reminiscences :D

Time to sign off~

Until next time...

xxx