That strong, iron lady emerges again

It's been a while she do this and here comes the day that her car tyre punctures again..

The first time happened when she was on her way back from Andrew's place and changing it along the stretch of Jalan Kuching heading onto the ramp of Sentul-Segambut roundabout..

Back then, she was barely 20 years old..

Below was the link for experienced she had:

Past Experience~

She remembered that her dad said it was different for this car as the rims had been changed...

but he never taught her how to do it in case of emergencies...

Here's how badly flatten the tyre was...

She was rushing off for her class...
Decided to change it later when her class ends...
Kelvin, her junior, her colleague who was attending the same class decided to stay back too to help her...
This is another different experience she would face as the tyre is kept right under the car instead...
When Kelvin was actually figuring how to take the spare tyre down, she's already leveling it down...
They couldn't help but laugh loudly at each other..
She'd some strength there...maybe because she trained for wall climbing...

Got herself into the dirts but clearly, she's pretty much enjoying the whole process of it...

To be frank, luckily Kelvin decided to stay back because she doesn't have the jack to lift the damn car!

When they were figuring how to remove them allen keys, here comes her hero of all time; DAD!

Dad show them how to do it but he took the wrong tools to remove them nuts!

there goes the loosen allen keys and he called the foreman...

After some ding dongs, finally they can all go home and rest after a long day!!!

Right as she settles down, she noticed these bruises...

"Ah well, it's fun & experiences...It was worth it",she told to herself...

Car had been sent for repair & maintenance the next day...

Must had been her kneeling down to check her spare tyre and the jack leveling...

She still has them up till today...

It simply reminds her of the lessons learnt!

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On another note,

she finally found the courage to tender her resignation...

as how much reluctant she felt,

she knew she gotta go...

because her career development would just stop there if she hadn't...

Grace said that all I needed was a push...

and here you go,

with some personal reasons,

I tender the resignation letter.

Though there's much to learn from Ms Lam on life lessons,

but the world out there is just to big to stay here,

and I would love to experience it for myself; on a hands-on basis...

The only thing that left me stranded,
was the new batch of trainees...
I wasn't able to be there and complete the training there with them...
But I know,
they are all in good hands of the other 2 seniors in the firm...

Lord,
I thank you for the courage you gave me,
for the bravery to stand firm on my decision,
for every obstacles to make me a better person...

Oh Lord,
would you grant me another favour?
that both my bosses would be still of good health and the management will still do well..
that the trainees can overcome their "ferocious" seniors :P
that my 2 colleagues will not suffer that much after I left...
please do...


I do have plans,
but it's all blurry now...
in time I hope it would be unimpeded...
and mummy, I would miss you even more~
I promise I'll visit you more often...

Xx annaliese xX

Tonight...

Tonight she finally had the courage to open up the folders, the old folders...

One of her colleagues asked to borrow her hard disk for some educational purposes...
This is where she open up her hard disk, to check where the recordings were...
and came this folder...
Named after him,
and his movies which she requested...

She thought she would feel a pinch of pain in her...
but to her surprise,
she felt nothing but only a sense of absence...
his absence...together with their memories...
From batang kali trip, Malacca, UK, Port Dickson and Pangkor...
from that tip of the very beginning of their stories to the very end...

Although the answer she had always seek will never be found...
She knew, these were the wonderful memories they both once had...
and let it be the end of their chapter,
the least she knew was that he moved on...
and so does she...
at least the feelings were once true...

On another note,
she came to a cross road,
decided to tender her resignation...
felt heavy hearted to leave but there are times,
ppl have gotta move on and venture into new challenges...

This was her turning point,
What's next holding up for her?
Let it be obstacles,
Let it shower upon her...
She will be ready by then...


Andrew,
Seeing you being happy was what I had always asked for,
and I knew you would be able to do it regardless of who's beside of you...
There are times I miss the moments,
but don't be mistaken with the feelings,
I thank you for being there for me,
for mentoring me,
for reminding me what life has always been...
and I thank you for that box of darkness you gave when you decided you can't anymore,,which was a gift too...
I missed the 'ol times,
the old us...
but then again, we will always learn and grow up to be a better person...
I just...
savoured it...right here...
Both our decision were right...
and I know some day when we look back,
we would never regret...

Sometimes the heart needed more time to accept what the mind already knows...
May Lord grant me the strength and courage,
to overcome my next challenges and obstacles...
to stand firm on my decision...

Xx annaliese xX

I'm at most utterly shocked,yet heartbroken...
Prolly cuz I know I'm gonna lose this friend,having my portion shared and taken away...
I know I'm gonna miss ya...
But then again,it's great to hear such news and I'll be happy for you...

For a moment of silence,
She kept herself in there,
Trapped...
Cold...
Yet still forcing a smile on her face...
She had no idea how to response...
All she could do,to be pretentious,
Act as if there's nth between them...
and send her blessings sincerely to them...

Let it be a goodbye...
For life,we gotta forge ahead...

Xx annaliese xX