Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Quarter Life Crisis

Quarter Life...
I'm officially 25 now,it's gonna be my quarter life if I ever live up to 100 :D

At this age,
I felt I had never achieve anything big yet that I wanted...
A decent job *audit jobs are never decent*
Building up my career,
Earn enough to get myself a property and a car,
See the world,
but amongst all of that,
I first have gotta pass my ACCA exams!

Why oh why is it being so tough at me!
I had resigned to complete this exam apparently...
and I do not wanna let anyone/myself down...

Plans to work in Singapore has gotta be postponed...
Since I decided to do 2 papers only this round and focusing on it!
So this is it I guess!
1 aim at a time for a life-long goal...

Love...
I hadn't met anyone else yet like you...
They couldn't treat me as good as you did..
At this point,
the heart is restless,
recuperating from the pain that still hurts at time...
I hadn't met anyone else like you...
To put their career ahead,
be diligently hardworking and strive for a future...

There are times,
that I hope someone would come along,
to be there when I needed them,
to feel loved or to love...
But I have faith,
for they say,
"Sometimes God closes a door to protect you from whatever lies behind it. Have faith and please stop knocking...You deserve better..."

Friendships,
As I age,
I do realize all I need is a few good company,
a few closest to me...
However,
those that were close were eventually moving on to their next stage in life,
I do miss them,
The time spent with them all by alone,
never having to share with anyone...
selfish as it seems...
or was it just me being at a transitional period...

Grace & Nadia are always around!
The crazy binks,
we had gross talks,
hilarious as usual,
giggles and laughters!
I am sure to have miss them loads if I ever gonna work in Singapore...

Family,
As days passed,
I looked at my parents closely,
I realized how fast they were aging...
Was the hard work that they put thru made them age this fast?
I do not want it to happen all too quickly...
All I would ask for,
is to have them in good health always!



I had a short breakaway before the crazily packed schedule of mine starts,
Initially to visit kingkong,
She took me to tour around kuala terrengganu...
What fun it was to be a tourist in your own country!
Decided to hit redang island as I hadn't been there before...
During my entire stay,
her husband had provide me with everything,
A great hospitality!
I do not know how to thank them any further...



We were staying in Laguna,
I gotta say,
their service were extremely good!
we were welcomed with a tropical drink,
great food varieties and a great view at the dining hall!



 That's a whole panoramic shoot from the view of the dining hall.
It was breathless!
I could have this doze of tranquility everyday!
That Ocean Blue,
Riding Waves,
Endless Shoreline,
Blazing Sun,
and the Gale of Wind!

Even the evening looks amazing!
Are these what wanderlusts are made of?



I did had fun snorkelling here too!
It was way better than diving,
Because I do not have a diving licence,
which means no open sea diving :(
But we could snorkel at the open sea!
I spotted a few underwater creatures,
there's just so much more to discover!

No more snorkelling with life jacket!
such a pain in the arse!
I did removed it half way and could swim way better...
Only was that the waves were kinda strong!


Just look at that frowned Anna!
Was in a very depressing state after I got back...
Gave myself a huge souvenir of weight gains!
URGH!
At that moment,
my emotions were very unstable,
from crying to laughing,
from whining to complaining,
it's just a disastrous state to even describe it!

ahhhh...welll....
I can't do anything,
except for,
eating clean, diets and exercise...
and on another note,
I'm not allow to do leg exercise due to my veins injuries...
WHEN IS IT RECOVERING?!?!
I need to runnnnnn!!! 
*or at least do brisk walks*

*Yawns*
Looks like updates gonna stop till here!
Till the next adventure!



She would travel across the sea,
to a whirlwind romance,
to have adventures,
to see the world of different cultures...
and to widen her scope of perspectives...

Happy birthday, Anna!


Xx annaliese xX