It's been so long since I last mentioned about you...
Until recently,
There was a discussion that had brought your name up...
And then...
There's a hint of those memories...
Memories of the past...
Comparing between you to my first love...
As I'm weighing both of you...
I realized up till now,
you had won the battle in every form...
But all these doesn't matter anymore...
It doesn't anymore...
Sometimes,
Ppl have thoughts that I hadn't moved on from our relationship...
and sometimes unbelievably,
I do thought so too...
But fact shown in the last few months,
I had finally stand up for myself,
Knowing my self worth,
Knowing to say "No" to you...
Calling off our deal...
By then,
I knew it was all the closures that I had needed...
Nevertheless,
You'll always be a friend to me...
Someone whom we both knew so well..
I then came across this article by Mun Yee...
Link to the Article
Everything she said,
I could relate myself to it...
"...because the saddest people know what it feels like to feel so unloved and worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel the same..."
And then I start questioning myself...
Was that the reason you left?
That you had seen her tumbled and at her bad times?
And eventually you gave up because you're tired of convincing her?
